and I'm laying out my winter clothes
and wishing I was gone going home
where the New York city winters aren't bleedin' me
leading me, going home

watched the graduate today. also fought with my mother, who i feel was being unreasonable. that's not what this is about though. i was thinking that the graduate makes me feel right. it reminds me of the simon and garfunkel concert i keep returning to in my mind. i wrap myself up in the memory and desire to be transported back. the music touched my soul.
i've wanted more than ever to move on with my life these past few weeks. it's been wearing on me. in terms of consolation, i'm going out for coffee with alex. that'll be pleasant. we don't ever really get a chance to talk.
on the other hand, i had the joy of warren company today after school. we went out for coffee. but first, liv and i decided it was best that we make jake run after the van. it was a hoot.
now that i look back on it, it seems that a large percentage of the day went better than i remembered. tony made me so happy today with his antics. first, there was his throwing of a banana peel infront of passers-by. (they looked so frustrated, but i couldn't help but laugh. forgive me, it was hilarious.) then there was the part where he harrassed everyone who walked past. that was equally fun. i should stop letting these things get me down.

besides, i can start that shit over tomorrow.